Renewed Musings - Personal Update

The last post I had was a tribute to my Mom.

And a temporary suspension of posts.

So I thought I would update you all.

The saga dealing with the aftermath with Mom's passing has a trying time. Breaking me down. But I'm starting to feel a bit better about the whole situation.

And... I admit I miss do my posts.

I do have some comedian posts I want to finish. But I'm not exactly in a funny mood. So, eventually those will get finished, but I don't have a timeline for those.

But I have do have some movie posts I would like to get out there. I have a June Blockbuster post, but it will be late. And a July Blockbuster post to go with it. Also, will be seeing both Elvis and Thor Love and Thunder as soon as possible, so reviews will be coming(and I have to go back and review Uncharted). I also thought about doing a couple of lists as tribute to my Mom(one for movies about Moms or focused on them, and one maybe highlighting some of her wonderful movie tastes). And I was thinking about some wrestling related posts. And some gaming posts.

So... ideas ARE brewing. And I just have to get them out of my head and into posts.

It will be a process. And thank you for understanding.

I lost so much in a month's time. I felt like I lost almost everything. And... I know there are pieces of me that are just gone. But I discovered that I still have so much left around me. And maybe I can repair some of those broken pieces... maybe I can find some of those piece I thought were gone... and maybe... I can find new pieces to redesign myself.

Bear with me... readers... friends... and family. While I figure out what that is. What it is going to be. And know that I will be here soon... slowly getting back to some of the stuff that I love.

I am going to highlight my favorite movie. Disney Pixar's Inside Out. It is one of the BEST depictions of Depression I've ever seen in a movie. So many people are like "Depression is just being super sad. Stop being sad." But... it isn't. Depression is the absence of sad. The absence of being happy. They just aren't there. If I could be sad... I could get it out. If I could be happy... I could heal it. But they just aren't hanging around. But I have been seeing them... they are visiting. And I'm starting to feel better.

So... all of you. I'm getting there.

And... thank you.

Thank you.

"Comedy can be a cathartic way to deal with personal trauma."

"Comedy is acting out optimism."

"If Heaven exists, to know that there's laughter, that would be a great thing."

All of those by Robin Williams.

I'm ready to laugh again. For real.